entry 16

Today i´ve decided to recover what in some way i had lost. So, there i was, picking up my nephew who i stopped seeing because other people´s problems after a sad event occurred in our family. She was three when she stopped going to my house which she visited at least twice a week.We really love her and a can´t explain the expression of my parents when she entered to my house. The little baby is five now and it is incredible how much she grew up. She is very like her father , who died two years ago in a car accident causing a break in our family. We could never be the same again when we met on sundays and having her again in my house was like turning time back. It was a mixture of happiness and melancoly. Sometimes we neglect ourselves to do things or seeing people just because we are afraid of feeling hurted. But now i realised that she was the only who suffered because she didn´t see her family for two years. Fortunately, i could realise on time and now i´ll try to fix it. Today i learnt that i have to face my fears and grow up. It is easier than i thought and i feel happy for doing it.